Ex animo.

I hate good byes. They're never good so why are they called good byes? It's sad and definite.
You get this empty feeling. The feeling of your absence.. I can't explain it. I can just feel.

Who is going to have the strenght to listen to my constant chatter?
Who is going to be the steady rock when you watch scary movies?
Who is going to tease me and tickle me?
Who will keep me company on a Sunday evening when I'm all alone?
Who will I wake up with my annoying text messages?
Who will I send my goodnight text messages to?
Who is going to strike a pose without even knowing it?

Who is going to take your place when you're gone?
No one.
Like the scar on my knee, you left a scar in my heart and in others.
This scar you can't see, you can just feel it.
You will be greatly missed, but you will be back.

You're heading towards the greatest adventures of your life.
You're going to have the time of your life.
Just don't forget us.
I refuse to say good bye because I know you will be back again. I know I will see again. I know I will hug you again. I know you will be here again.
Right now I just want you to be safe.